Hungry.

One of the biggest desires right now for me is learning. Which sounds lame i know. But i really, really want to go to a Bible College. No amount of books i read or questions i ask or documentaries i watch seems to be able to satisfy me. I want to study hebrew and Greek, I want to learn Jewish and Egyptian Culture, I want details! The problem is i only feel desire. I don't feel led or called to a particular school. Instead i feel this nagging need to stay here longer. Which is completely against what i want. Why is that?