This I Have Had.

I would say I am thankful for another year, but who knows if I have another whole year so instead I am thankful for this time that I have already had. This year was the absolute worst, most difficult and most painful year I have ever had BUT it has also been the most spiritually beneficial, amazing, blessed, and life altering year I have ever had. My God is so good. I have stood on some incredible spiritual mountaintops and I have sunken to some low spiritual depths, but throughout it all God had His hand on me and I can say with full confidence that God is still good and I passionately adore Him. I wasn't going to make a resolution this year, but I have decided that whatever I want to call it, this year is going to be lived every day as if it was the only day I have left. Done with the temporary, this year is going to be lived in the realization of Eternity.