Growing Pains.

So, i am growing. I don't mean physically but spiritually. I really think God is wanting me to move in with Kirk. Part of me balks at the thought of leaving here behind. My friends are here. My church is here. My support is here. Here is...comfortable. What a terrible word. I think that is where the problem lies. Even in all of the stress and hurt and disappointment lately life here is still comfortable. I have my church, my friends, my job. Everything is steady and predictable. I feel as though i was brought here for a purpose, maybe to get saved? and that God has been growing me the last two years and He is finalyl saying "Enough, you are ready for the next step". Of course i don't feel ready at all. I am terrified. I feel very sure of this though. I am going to ask a few close people to pray with me over this and i will keep praying. My lease runs up in August. So little time to prepare...