Revelations.

I am been reading Job today and i have realized that i have a huuge problem with control. I have some desperate want/need to always be in control. Maybe this is one thing God is wanting to teach me through this time in my life wher ei feel like everything is out of my control. I need to learn to trust Him completely with everything, in everything. I have two huge things i have to let control go of in my life right now. My relationship with Jordan and my uncertainty of what i am supposed to be doing with my life. Not that i don't want or shouldn't seek out answeres but i have to let control go of these two things. They belong to Him not me and he already decided long ago how each of these situations is going to work out. He also already know my wants, needs, and desires. So i can let go of them now rest assured he has everything taken care of.