Not Knowing Everything.

I hate surprises that i don't know to expect. I don't mind people ruining the ending of movies or reading the last chapter of a book first. I like being surprised, but only if i know about the surprise a least a little a head of time. I don't know if i am making sense or not. But anyway, today i am thankful that God doesn't let me know everything. Because if he did i think i would miss out on a lot of awesome worship with him. I don't think i have ever worshipped as deeply at any other time as i do when i am deeply hurting or suffering in some way. Pain brings us closer to him because it is through pain that we realize our deep need for him. So, whilei would love to know which if any of dreams will come true or whether he will ever decide to marry me i don't know. I do know though that i serve a BIG God who has everything taken care of and i can rest assured in that. So bring on the surprises!