Joy beyond Understanding,

Lately God has flooded me with this unexplainable joy. Especially with His word. I have read the bible so many times, but never like i have now. All of the trials, pain, suffering and deep, raw emotions over this past year have given me a whole new love and perspective when i read it. I never grasped the Psalms until i myself, like David was in the pit of my despair. I never truly felt Jeremiah's ache and grief until i myself ached over loved ones unrepentance. I never got the big deal about grace until i was shown the depth of my sin and desperation. This year has been incredibly painful, yet incredibly growing. I read the scriptures now and understand why i need to memorize them. My bible has become my most treasured and prized possession. I love to read it constantly. Time on my knees whether in praise or pain is always sweet. What an amazing God! What amazing grace!