Call Outs.

My heart is so torn. I know nothing in this world matters except the things that will pass into the next. if i know this, then why do i constantly fill my life with the things that wont? It seems like it should be so simple to follow wholeheartedly after Him, but simple and easy aren't the same thing. I want an undivided heart. I want to be emptied of myself so i can be full of more of Him. And when i do spend time with Him it feels so right, like breathing. But then why do i pass it over so often? Ugh! This is all so annoying.