Spiritual Bulimia.

haha i know this title sounds weird and gross but hear me out. So i have a had trouble lately with negative emotions. Jealousy, bitterness, anger, fear... it goes on and on. I was probably dwelling in the land of if only's too long one day when God was like okay we need to work on this. I know this sounds crazy and you can blow it off like God would never say that, but seriously i heard God say Callie, you got to throw this up." I was like "what???" And He was like "you can't just stuff down emotions because everything that goes down ALWAYS comes back up." He said "you have to get rid of it, and it might come back just like people get sick more than once in their life, but you can't push down emotions and expect to get better because they will poison your insides and eventually kill you." Not the kind of messgae you expect to get. haha so i look like a total weirdo, but everytime a negative emotion creeps up i give a little gag and let it go. No physically throwing up haha just mental. And as bizarre as it sounds it always works. So, enjoy the weirdest spiritual blog you will ever read :D