My best friend.

So things aren't the same between us right now and i am slowly discovering that is okay. More than okay. Sure, i would love to still be a couple like we have been for almost 3 years now. It is hard being what we are because to be honest i'm not quite sure what we are. We aren't dating as you said, but neither are we normal friends. I think you are right that this time should be about us growing, both as individuals seeking out God's will and direction and as best friends. You have no idea how happy hearing that i am your best friend made me feel. It is all i have ever wanted. Not that i don't love you or i am not attracted to you because i definitely do and am, but there is nothing like having such a best friend as you. Someone who knows my fears, insecurities, failures, passions, and dreams. Someone, not to freak you out with the word, but someone who knows me so intimately. In a best friends sense. So, thank you for being the strong one. Thank you for taking your rightdul position as the man and authority and leader and stepping up and making a hard decision. It was rightfully yours to make and i am proud of you for doing it. It is proof that God's will is your focus and not my happiness or even yours. It has been hard adjusting and accepting, but i am trying very hard. This is going to be another growing year i think. I am thankful to have you for a best friend to be there with me during this growing time. God is all powerful and all knowing and all loving. Agape Love you Jordan.