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Better start geting better at keeping up with this blog or Kayla will find out and set me straight. I never thought i was one for physical touch. I mean, i'm not anti touch or anything but i never thought it was a huge deal for me. Until now. Maybe it was because i always had it in some form with Jordan and now i don't. And it's hard. I miss being touched by a guy. And i don't mean that in a weird or bad way. But to girls aren't built for hugs the way guys are. Sometimes i want to be held so that i feel safe or hugged by someone stronger than me. Girls can't do that. I never realized how nice it is to be held by someone stronger than me and to feel safe. I think it is what i miss the most.